this artist is brilliant!!

the past can't be the future.

an illusion
a past vision
you want it to be real yet it’s not
mind, heart and logic fought
something can’t be bought
you run away towards infinity
as far away from reality.

why look back?
why bring back?
it was lust in the past
not the best
and didn’t last
so why blast?

it doesn’t make sense
it just makes you tense

you feed not what you need
you need sincerity
you need honesty
“sex in the city” isn't real, dear.

it won't be,

it can’t be,
and don’t let it be
a blast from the past

let the past be the past
let the end be THE END.

i do need to pause.

rick's note today:

"You may want to go into hiding today, but your need for seclusion won't likely last too long. Treat this urge with the respect it deserves, especially if you have been putting out a lot of energy into the social sphere. Don't confuse your current desire for inward contemplation with moodiness. There's nothing wrong with creating healthy boundaries so you can replenish your spirit."

inner struggle

With so much going on this weekend, it's hard to stay present while being distracted by your inner turmoil. Your fantasy life is particularly intense now, yet it's more hopeful than fearful. Don't lose sight of your dreams. They can feed you with purpose during these times of great change.

me today...

You have reached your limit dealing with people who are not willing to acknowledge their feelings. But don't jump to any conclusions, for it's possible that you misinterpreted someone's attempt to reach out to you. Sometimes, you can be so goal-oriented that you miss a more subtle communication. Take the time to sink into your emotions before accusing others of avoiding theirs.

a summary of my mind by mr. rick

Your goals are even more important to you now than ever, yet you don't seem to be making much progress toward them. Fortunately, how much you accomplish isn't the most critical consideration today. It's crucial, though, to have a firm sense of direction. Where you are heading is much more important than how far you get.